Wednesday, February 14, 2024

FOREVER IS NOW by Mariama J. Lockington

 

My first experience with author Mariama J. Lockington was when I read FOR BLACK GIRLS LIKE ME. I loved that book, so I was excited to read her latest, FOREVER IS NOW. It did not disappoint! Written in verse for a YA audience, FOREVER IS NOW, opens the door for incredible discussions about mental health, love, family, and finding power as a Black girl today.

Sadie is dealing with anxiety disorder and newly diagnosed agoraphobia. Hanging out in a neighbor park, she witnesses police brutality against a young Black girl. Sadie has heard stories and seen news reports, but witnessing the event firsthand shocks her. Now she is afraid to leave her house and worries that she won't be able to defend herself in her own hometown.

As summer vacation begins, Sadie realizes she will not be able to participate in the internship she was looking forward to. Her parents and younger brother try to help her through panic attacks and fears they don't fully understand. Therapy helps as well as her best friend, but Sadie isn't sure she will ever be comfortable out in the world again. Meeting a new neighbor helps some, but he struggles with his own issues that threaten their budding friendship.

When Sadie finds a way to communicate virtually, she is able to share her struggles with others who understand what it is like to feel weakened by the world around them. She also discovers that she does have a vehicle to express herself and her opinions, and as a result she finds strength and courage to step out of her comfort zone.

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